<?xml version="1.0"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>BJ SPEED's Journal RSS Feed</title><link>http://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/mynbcf/members/bj-speed/journals/rss</link><description>BJ SPEED's Journal RSS Feed</description><item><title><![CDATA[How many have touched your life]]></title><link>http://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/mynbcf/members/bj-speed/journals/8048</link><guid>http://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/mynbcf/members/bj-speed/journals/8048</guid><description><![CDATA[I guess yesterday was my "ME" day.  I finally broke down and got all messed up in the head and was feeling sooooo sorry for myself.  I hate what all I am going through and I hate the way my surgery looks.  I hate taking medication.  I hate going to the cancer center EVERY day.......but then I guess God yanked me up and put the emergency brakes on.  

I got to thinking about how many people have prayed for me, cared for me, sent cards...I got cards and prayers from people that I do not even know.  My husband was wonderful.  I would not have the energy to cook supper....and out of no where someone would bring over a roast........KFC.......or just bread and lunch meat......I never asked, it just appeared......

About three days after surgery this precious lady (who I have never seen in my life) came to my house to wash cloths, clean floors, start supper and clean bathrooms....anything I needed her to do....she was sent by an unknown friend...and refused payment, as payment was already made by the friend.  

I got to thinking about all of that and all I could do was feel sooooo ashamed of myself.  I am so blessed and so cared about and loved.  Shame on me!!!!!!!!  Thank God for good friends.  

I would like to know what some of the really special things that blessed you and helped you the most were.  I am now on a mission to GIVE BACK the blessings I have been given.  What meant most to you?  BJ]]></description></item></channel></rss>