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Kseidel35

Full Name: karen seidel
I Am A: Survivor
Birthdate: Jan 5
Location: Danville, Pennsylvania

 

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Sometimes its just to much

on 8/29/2007 at 1:48 pm in General
2 weeks ago i got really sick, i got my self all worked up my ex husband lost his job, no child support, my oldest has autism and adhd and the meds they had him on were not working and he was hyper off the wall, it was crazy god love him, my youngest had his tonsilles out and he was sick. So i got all stressed out and i got hives. Bad!! On top of the hives i got cellulitous, on my left arm, oh, was i sick, i hurt so bad, but i got better, my oldest got on better meds and my youngest well , hes doing better but now he has a ear infection. so , he is getting better, But all in all it was a tough 2 weeks but we are getting there. Ex, still didnt find a job though and he's been sniffin around here again, but it ain't gonna happen, he has gone down hill since we seperated, 2 years ago. He went though 9 jobs , 4 girl friends nice huh? and he is still married to me cuz he won't sign the papers. Now he lost another job and he is getting mentally unstable, i think, hes been getting into a lot of trouble latley, and noew hes like oh when i was with you i never had to worry you were so good to me. blah blah blah...Tht will never ever happen. you know how guys can be, crazy!!!!!! aren't they all?But the kids are good i'm good and that is what matters. But stress it will get everytime...........

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I get through each day with the Serenity Prayer. Accept the things, I cannot change (like Cancer, having a child with autism, and a bad x). For the things I can change, I take it one day at a time, rationalize and analyze, then do my best to resolve or remedy the situation. I do have days of stress and pity parties, but I don't allow myself very much time. After 15 minutes of whining/crying. I say that's enough as it is not productive and will make me feel sicker if I don't stop. Then I force myself to move on. Stress is not healthy for us and is one of the risk factors for cancer.
by Jo S
on 8/31/2007 at 8:52 pm

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