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Sunshine7

Full Name: Jean
I Am A: Survivor
Birthdate: Sep 19
Location: Edgewater, Florida

 

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Let The Sunshine In!!!!

on 8/28/2007 at 12:58 pm in Inspirational
Hi my name is Jean


I am 44 years old, one morning in October 2006 I woke up placed my hand across my chest and felt a lump on my breast. My mother died in October 1995 of breast cancer so I checked my breast regularly. It was 1 week before my period so I thought that was the reason for the change in my breast. My period came on and went off and the lump was still there, so I called my doctor.

I went in for a visit with my doctor he checked the lump a said it felt like a cyst because it wasn't hard, it was long and soft, but he made an appointment for me to have a mammogram in November 2006. The lump did not show up on the mammogram so I had to have a ultrasound. The day of the ultrsound the doctor at the hospital looked at the pictures and told me it was only a cyst and to have another ultrasound the following year.

I went back to my primary doctor and he said he wanted it check again in March 2007, not November 2007. In February 2007 it started to hurt. I am a fitness trainer and I teach a strength and tone class three times a week using light weights so I didn't know if that was the reason my breast was hurting. My doctor had me to go for a biopsy, and yes it was cancer. I could not believe the doctor at the hospital had miss dignosed it, what if I had waited unil November to be checked again? I was dignosed in February 2007, had a port put in the same month, and started my chemo treatments March 5, 2007.

Since the ultrasound in November 2006 until February 2007 the tumor had grown, so I had to move fast. I decided to start chemo first to shrink the lump that was over 3cm big before surgery and radiation. The treatments were really hard the first treatment I lost 15 pounds in two days, and I lost all of my hair during the second treatment along with so many side affects. After the third treatment the doctors could no longer find the lump, but I finished all eight treatments and the lump is no where to be found.

God has for a long time been first in my life and I knew I was healed even before I started treatments, but I knew it was a process I had to go through in order to help and encourage someone else with my story of faith. I finished my last treatment on June 11, 2007.

The gym that I work for gave me a bike to workout on . I stared working out at home two weeks after my treatments were over, and I started back teaching at the gym on July 30,2007.

I decided not to have surgery or radiation because I know that God healed me. I started taking Tamoxifen on August 20 and I am doing okay so far. We all have a different story and through all of this I have learned that there is nothing too hard for God. I found out my mother was terminally ill one Saturday in October 1995, and my mother died the following Wednesday, she kept her breast cancer from the family. I will never keep anything that I go through away from my family and I will live and not die. I went in for one day surgery to have my port removed on August 27, 2007 because I will not be needing it anymore my body is cancer free forever.

I still have some challenging days but I will take one day at a time, and know that God is in control of my life , and that He will take good care of me. God has truly proven Himself to me, and I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.

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Dear Jean (Sunshine7), When I was first diagnosed five years ago and had a Lumpectomy and then Mastectomy two weeks later, with 16 malignant lymph nodes, it was too late for chemotherapy and/or radiation. I was given Arimidex, which is similar to Tamoxifen and it worked for four years. Did not do well on Tamoxifen so I began monthly Faslodex Injections and so far they are working. I did have radiation for Bone Cancer Metastes last fall. Stay positive and remember that all of us in this "Boat" try out best to keep each other from "sinking". Faith, Hope and Prayers.
by grammyoscar
on 8/30/2007 at 2:05 am
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope that it can help inspire any of the women here who have just been diagnosed with breast cancer. Hope all is well.
by TaylorC
on 8/29/2007 at 1:19 pm
With your faith and great attitude no doubt you will do very well with whatever challenges come your way. Julie
by Decaturjulie
on 8/29/2007 at 9:02 am

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